By NME News Desk , August 20, 2014 14:34
Gerard Way opens up about relapse into alcoholism before My Chemical Romance split
The singer says he feared his daughter might have ended up without a father
The singer, who will release his debut solo album 'Hesitant Alien' on September 29, opens up in this week's NME about how he fell into the self-destructive habits of his 20s shortly after the release of My Chemical Romance's 2010 LP 'Danger Days'. He broke up the band, he says, to save himself.
"I relapsed, not into drugs but booze," he says. "I was self-medicating again to get through, and I’d forgotten how miserable that made me. It took me to the dark place again, but there was more at stake this time. I started to face the hypothetical reality of [daughter] Bandit not having a father. I started taking that seriously, thinking, 'I want her to have a dad. A guy that's present. Because one way or another – either by death or by asylum, she's gonna be fatherless if I keep this up.’"
The choice, he says, was an easy one: "Break the band or break me."
Earlier this week, Way announced that he will play his first ever solo gig to just 400 fans at Portsmouth Wedgewood Rooms on Wednesday night (August 20). He will also perform at Reading & Leeds Festivals this coming weekend (August 22-24).
Watch the video for Way's new song 'No Shows' below now.
The 'Hesitant Alien' tracklist:
'Get The Gang Together'
'How’s It Going To Be'
'Maya The Psychic'
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