January 8, 2008 11:29

Mr Amy Winehouse's Jailhouse diary – Tabloid Hell

Blake Fielder-Civil accounts his 'diary of despair'

Amy Winehouse’s husband Blake Fielder-Civil has had his daily hell detailed by Bill Gage, who shared a cell with him at London Pentonville Prison.

According to the Daily Star, Blake, nicknamed Pirate’s Dream by inmates due to his tattoos, is pining for his wife so much he needed treatment in the prison hospital after slashing his arms.

He is also alleged to be the target of drug dealers who have offered to reward anyone who "roughs him up" in jail.

The diary, seen by the paper, also reveals his jealousy over Amy Winehouse’s inmcreasingly close relationship with Babyshables frontman Pete Doherty.

Blake goes on to "pour his heart out" to his cellmate, who wrote "what he wants is not fame or a drug-fuelled mess of a life. He wants a happy life with his wife".

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