Lisa Marie Presley: ‘Michael knew he would die like Elvis’

Ex-wife says Jackson predicted how he would pass away

Lisa Marie Presley has said her ex-husband Michael Jackson, who passed away in Los Angeles yesterday (June 25) at the age of 50, predicted he would die like her father Elvis Presley.

Presley, who married Jackson in 1994, also spoke about their short marriage, which she says was genuine.

In a lengthy blog, Presley wrote:

“Years ago Michael and I were having a deep conversation about life in general.

“I can’t recall the exact subject matter but he may have been questioning me about the circumstances of my father’s death.

“At some point he paused, he stared at me very intensely and he stated with an almost calm certainty, ‘I am afraid that I am going to end up like him, the way he did’.

“I promptly tried to deter him from the idea, at which point he just shrugged his shoulders and nodded almost matter of fact as if to let me know, he knew what he knew and that was kind of that.

“14 years later I am sitting here watching on the news an ambulance leave the driveway of his home, the big gates, the crowds outside the gates, the coverage, the crowds outside the hospital, the cause of death and what may have led up to it and the memory of this conversation hit me, as did the unstoppable tears.

“A predicted ending by him, by loved ones and by me, but what I didn’t predict was how much it was going to hurt when it finally happened.

“The person I failed to help is being transferred right now to the LA County Coroners office for his autopsy.

“All of my indifference and detachment that I worked so hard to achieve over the years has just gone into the bowels of hell and right now I am gutted.

“I am going to say now what I have never said before because I want the truth out there for once.

Our relationship was not “a sham” as is being reported in the press. It was an unusual relationship yes, where two unusual people who did not live or know a ‘normal life’ found a connection, perhaps with some suspect timing on his part.

“Nonetheless, I do believe he loved me as much as he could love anyone and I loved him very much.

“I wanted to ‘save him’, I wanted to save him from the inevitable which is what has just happened.

“His family and his loved ones also wanted to save him from this as well but didn’t know how and this was 14 years ago. We all worried that this would be the outcome then.

“At that time, in trying to save him, I almost lost myself.

“He was an incredibly dynamic force and power that was not to be underestimated.

“When he used it for something good, it was the best and when he used it for something bad, It was really, REALLY bad.

“Mediocrity was not a concept that would even for a second enter Michael Jackson‘s being or actions.

“I became very ill and emotionally/spiritually exhausted in my quest to save him from certain self-destructive behavior and from the awful vampires and leeches he would always manage to magnetize around him.

“I was in over my head while trying.

“I had my children to care for, I had to make a decision.

“The hardest decision I have ever had to make, which was to walk away and let his fate have him, even though I desperately loved him and tried to stop or reverse it somehow.

“After the divorce, I spent a few years obsessing about him and what I could have done different, in regret.

“Then I spent some angry years at the whole situation.

“At some point, I truly became Indifferent, until now.

“As I sit here overwhelmed with sadness, reflection and confusion at what was my biggest failure to date, watching on the news almost play by play the exact scenario I saw happen on August 16th 1977 happening again right now with Michael (a sight I never wanted to see again) just as he predicted, I am truly, truly gutted.

“Any ill experience or words I have felt towards him in the past has just died inside of me along with him.

“He was an amazing person and I am lucky to have gotten as close to him as I did and to have had the many experiences and years that we had together.

“I desperately hope that he can be relieved from his pain, pressure and turmoil now.

“He deserves to be free from all of that and I hope he is in a better place or will be.

“I also hope that anyone else who feels they have failed to help him can be set free because he hopefully finally is.

“The world is in shock but somehow he knew exactly how his fate would be played out some day more than anyone else knew, and he was right.”

Jackson was taken to Ronald Reagan UCLA Medical Center in Los Angeles yesterday, after suffering what is believed to be a cardiac arrest at his home. A team of doctors tried unsuccessfully to resuscitate him for more than an hour before he was declared dead.

An autopsy is due to take place later today (June 26).

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–By our New York staff.
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