Nick Cave gives 16-year-old fan moving advice on body positivity

"Vulnerability is the very thing that permits us to connect with each other"

Nick Cave has used the latest post on his Red Hand Files website to share some touching advice to a young fan on body positivity and mental health.

For the last year, The Bad Seeds frontman has been using the site to openly answer questions from fans– responding to all manner of matters concerning the death of his son Arthurinspirationmorality in rockthe chances of Grinderman reuniting, the “cultural sea change” facing women and his stance on the cultural boycott against Israel,

The latest entry sees a young fan named Barbara from Italy ask Cave for advice on how to behave around people and see herself in a more positive light with regards to body image.

“I feel very bad about myself,” she wrote. “I cannot see anything positive in my body, I hate to look at myself in the mirror and it makes me suffer a lot. I feel like everyone is better than me, even though I did very important things for being just 16 years old. How should I behave? What should I do for myself?”

One Nick Cave fan asked him: “How do you perceive us?”

In response, Cave thanked her for “entrusting him with such a courageous and heartfelt question”, before harking back to his own teenage body issues, as well as sharing words of wisdom from his female friends.

“I took the liberty of discussing it with a number of my female friends and there was not one among them that was not greatly affected by your honesty and that did not understand exactly what you were talking about,” he wrote. “It seems that you are not alone in finding the mirror your enemy, but you are unique in being so open and truthful about your relation to it.”

He continued: “For me, the question took me back to my adolescence and the troubled relationship I had with my own reflected image, and those nightmarish teenage years lived inside the pitiless mirror. I’m afraid to say this constant self-evaluation does not significantly decrease as you grow older, however it does become more manageable. I live mostly in hotels these days, and as I cautiously enter a different bathroom each night, with its angled mirrors and merciless lighting, I stand before the mirror at my most defenceless and exposed, and watch it do its worst.

“I often wonder how much accumulated misery a hotel mirror contains as it reflects back at us what appears to be our essential self. But, of course, what the mirror projects is not our true self at all but only our reflected outer-shell. What is virtually impossible to see within a mirror is that the very essence of our humanness, our vulnerability and fragility, is the most beautiful thing we possess.”

Cave, who has been very open about his emotions in recent years regarding his life after the death of his son, went on to explain that vulnerability should not “appear to us as shame or weakness, as we attempt to brace ourselves against what we may see as a brutal, unforgiving and judgemental world”.

“But those who have no awareness of their own fragility, who present themselves as overconfident, armoured-up and invulnerable, sacrifice the essence of what makes them both human and beautiful,” he went on. “Vulnerability is the very thing that permits us to connect with each other, to recognise in others the same discomfort they have with themselves and with their place in the world. Vulnerability is the engine of compassion, and can be a superpower, a special vision that allows us to see the quivering, wounded inner world that most of us possess.

“Barbara, I am happy to hear that you have done important things as a 16 year old, because it is often what we do that moves our attention away from what we think we are, or the way that we think we look. The note of pride in your words could be the very thing that escorts you home, where you fall back through the reflected surface of your body, into your authentic self. Your pain-filled question holds great hope because in order to connect meaningfully with the world we need to have some understanding of its innate tragedy.

“Paradoxically, the fragility of your question is its immense strength and says something very profound about you as a person; something very beautiful shines through its unhappy words. That body that you ‘can’t see anything positive in’ holds within it an unusually courageous, honest and intelligent heart. Your question is a testament to your specialness, and by asking it you have touched us all.”

Nick Caven
Nick Cave

As he wrapped up his message, Cave advised Barbara to “take care of herself, seek out beautiful things, inspirations, connections and validating friends.”

He added: Perhaps you could keep a journal and write stuff down. The written word can put to rest many imagined demons. Identify things that concern you in the world and make incremental efforts to remedy them.

“At all costs, try to cultivate a sense of humour. See things through that courageous heart of yours. Be merciful to yourself. Be kind to yourself. Be kind.”

Last week saw Cave & The Bad Seeds release their surprise new album ‘Ghosteen‘. In our five-star review, NME concluded: “‘Ghosteen’ is one of the most devastatingly accurate accounts of grief that you’ll ever listen to. Yet it’s also, astoundingly, one of the most comforting. Few mediations on grief manage to navigate despair and catharsis as well as this. Cave encourages us to candidly speak about grief, be it through wild imaginings, eerie hauntings or gentle longings. Only then, as he points out, can we find some sort of “peace of mind.”

“Whatever form grief takes, Cave encourages us to find beauty in pain, even when it might be difficult to do so. These are probably the most painful songs Nick Cave and The Bad Seeds have ever recorded, but they’re also the most beautiful: it is a work of extraordinary, unsettling scope.”

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